Aman:

She was worn out and sleeping peacefully.  I dressed her in my shirt . I pulled her towards me and she snuggled closer into me placing her head on my bare chest. She hummed softly. I swirled her hair through my fingers playing with it. I feel so bad for taking her virginity like this. I thought she wasn't.  But then again the video that Arya showed me , what was that. I'm totally confused.  But it was my mistake I did not discuss it with Tara.  Now how would I tell her about that without affecting her.